Faith Evans and Amber putting it down down..

Evil will always try to find a way

Some people are just plain evil and unhappy and they want you to know. Those bitches will go out of their way to let you know. You are not walking right or talking right. I don't pay attention to people and their evil ways until its thrown in my face. The other day I got a message on a social site from some unhappy bitch. I didn't bother with it but it made me think. People will try their best to pull you down or put you down so they can feel good about themselves. Take Tami from the Basketball wives she is only sorry and backtracking because so many wanted to whoop up on that ass. People were writing in begging to be put on the show. So they could beat the fuck out of that bitch Tami. I know she is damaged goods and we all have been through hell of some type. Still that is no reason to act ugly. She has some serious issues that she needs to address. If she doesn't she will end up in prison looking out the damn bars. There is a time and place for everything and every able bodied adult knows that. I know its been awhile since I have been on my blog. I was needing some time to thing over things and get back to the damn thing. Here I am did you miss me? I am getting use to my new life and enjoying it fully. We all have to learn patience dealing with evil people they seem to make you have to grow. If not you will end up catching a case, you hear me knocking? Work seems to be the place where most of us have to deal with pure evil. Working with people of different walks of life and all kinds of bullshit that comes with it. We all have to deal with some unhappy bitch that wants to make you and I as sad as she is. I don't put up with bullshit at all. If you know me you know I will get in that ass and not the way you want me to. I am not violent but I will whoop some ass if I have to, so don't cross me or you will fucking pay (evil grin) seriously I only go there if I am pushed there. By then you are begging for it to stop but its too damn late for all of that. The religious are the worse to work with and they will shove it all down our throats. If I am curious I will ask you a question other than that. Keep that brainwashed bullshit to your damn self. I have said it before and I will say it again. Religious people are the most dangerous people on the planet well some of the most dangerous. They will point a finger and judge someone then hang them out or worse. When they have weeds and shit in their own back yards they don't want anyone to know about it. Don't throw rocks if you live in a damn glass house. Everything you put out comes back to you and you should always be on your best. Don't show your ass then say sorry later that just makes you look messy as hell. We have all kinds of evil in the world we just have to know how to deal with it. keep a small vile of holy water in your bag. When that evil bitch at work starts fucking with you. Throw that holy water on them and watch that bitch melt....

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That could have been me

This is my first post in awhile I am feeling inspired again. After watching Oprah's Next Chapter with Lady Gaga I had to write something. I was one of the millions that was bullied as a kid. It was so bad for me I had to leave school. I thought watching Gaga talk about it and the kids on her show talking about it. Being called Gay or whatever else they have to say about you. I did finish my schooling if you are wondering just not in that bubble. They make all these vicious lies saying you are having sex with this and that person. I wasn't even sexual at all back in school and didn't know much about sex. But I just remembered a rumor that was spread about me back in junior high.. I was in an alley having sex with whoever they made it out to be. I have to laugh about it now but it was serious back then. Kids need to know that school is a bubble. From grade school up to high school its just a bubble. For gay youth we start our real growth after school. In our twenties is when we find out who we are. I was talking to my mother and I told her that I would not be here now if I were not a strong person. I have never cared what people say about me but it can be damaging when its lies. Like many I did have a hard childhood but I don't hold on to any of that now.  Life is what you make of it and you can't hold on to things. Live your life for you and by your own terms not for anyone else. I have always moved to the beat of my own drum. I don't follow what the in crowd is doing. I have always done my own thing. New laws need to be passed for bullying. Kids are cruel and they tease you for things you have no control over. Like how much money your parents make or your looks.The most disrespectful is teasing you about your last name. Not only are they disrespecting you they are disrespecting your whole family. I hear people say oh toughen up you can take it. But if you are being viciously attacked and made to look bad then its a problem. Most kids in school are not even sexual but they are called sluts and whores. The hate is passed on to kids abusing gay youth or people they think are gay. No one breathing on this planet can tell you what is in store for you. Only God has that job and people need to learn to let people live their lives. I am thankful that I am a strong person but it could have easily been me. A cousin of mine did take is life and I wish he was here today. He could not take all the hate and ignorance that was thrown his way..