Hiatus

This is my last post for awhile please enjoy.  I will be gone out of town and I don't know if I will have time. Or wifi while I'm melting away back east so I will just say this. I will be back in the middle of August. Then I will be back with some new mojo for my fabulous blog. I'm thankful for my friends that read it and enjoy my banter. To all the new people reading my blog thank you.. This is me giving you my thoughts on things. I enjoy writing in my blog and will continue to do so. I have a lot to say can't you tell? I'm giving you a piece of me of who I am and how I feel. Until we meet again...

Broken Hearted

We all go through break ups some end mutually while others are bad. It sucks to have a relationship end if you both really loved each other. Its hard on both of the people that are involved and it takes some. To heal and get your happy back but still its normal to be depressed and sad. After all part of your soul is missing and the heart is broken. The spirit is hurt and only time can heal those things. It will show how much someone really loves you when its all said and done. By how they treat you in the end which is as important as it is at the start of things. If someone truly loves you they won't try to hurt you anymore than they can help it. The break up alone is very painful and depending on how things went in the relationship. Love is the most powerful force on the planet. Everyone wants it and some won't admit it. Either your running from it or running towards it trying to catch it. Love is rare and hard to find but its out there. Love can be an evil bitch but we still love it don't we? I thought getting rings and have a ceremony would mean forever. I was wrong on that count and wrong in the person I was with. Sometimes things just aren't right but we still love them anyway. That's what loving someone is all about. Loving them for them and their faults. I never thought I would be back in this position but most of us feel the same way. Damn how did I get back here to this very spot. I have to say I'm older and wiser now so I can handle things better than I ever did before. Still its painful and depressing at times you just want to cry. Trying not to think about that asshole that just broke your heart. The sad thing is you can't stop thinking about it really. Love had to die inside of us for us to get over it. But we can take our power back from that person that we fell in love with. If you didn't love them and wasn't in love with them. It would not hurt as much and you could just flick a switch. But it doesn't work that way we can't just turn our feelings on and off at will. Many of my friends are in various degree's of break up including me last year. I have to say it was the worse I ever had. Its a learning experience for sure. A hard lesson learned that made me stronger. I finally reached that point of getting all my power back from that asshole. Every day things get better and brighter for sure. It doesn't hurt to smile and its actually good to smile. No one deserves to be mistreated only love and respect should be there. Even if its over its over and there is no going back. But then again actions speak louder than any words could ever. How you are treated in the end will show you if that person truly loved you at all. Sometimes we get played like fiddle and its sad but we learn and we grow.

I love you..

Those are the first words we hear from the assholes who cheat. If you loved me motherfucker you would not have cheated on me in the first damn place. It was an accident yeah right it was an accident I gave your ass a chance to be with this. Then you turned around and slipped and fell on my best friend's dick. How did that fucking happen? Now your pregnant and on Maury trying to find out who the baby's daddy. I don't know about you but the worse feeling to have is being cheated on. I have had it happen to me a time or two and its nothing nice at all. The tacky ones will try to fight you over a man. No dick or ass in the universe is worth fighting over. I don't have time to be fighting over a piece of gristle. If his sorry ass is cheating he is not worth having around. I don't even want to see or smell his sorry ass. Why do people fuck up a good thing when its right in front of them. I think its because they are scared as hell and never had nothing as good. So they want to fuck it up because they don't know any better. The best friends, sisters and brothers are the ones you have to watch closely. Sadly its even the mother's and fathers as well we have seen them on Jerry Springer. They say don't tell your friends about what you do with your man in the bedroom. They will try to take your damn position. There is a shortage of love from a good man so be careful. I have seen it time and time again bitches going after your man. When he is holding hands with your or whatever and some bitch sees you two together. They want to steal him and work him over for their fun. I was with a good man many years ago that cheated and that was the worse thing he ever did. I could never trust his ass again. If you cheated once he will do it again. Once a cheater always a cheater that shit doesn't change. If he wants to cheat he will cheat there is nothing that will stop him. At home you could be doing everything to please that damn man. Arching that back and cooking and cleaning for his ass still isn't enough. He wants that dangerous sex that will cost him everything he cares about. But only after he gets caught and is sorry as hell for it. Or so it seems so he can get you back in the position. Where you will care and run after his ass. He will sit back and let the bitches he is fucking with disrespect you. Try to fight you and who knows whatever else. Run run away fast and don't look back at his sorry ass. Anyone who stays with someone that cheats on them deserves whatever they get. These men know that some weak minded men and women out there. Just waiting for some asshole to come along with a dick that does magic tricks. They get sprung and blinded by the dick and end up being used.

Milking The System

New laws need to be set in place to keep these women from getting over. Just because you lay on your back and take that dick isn't a reason to get paid. Welfare was created to help families in need or crisis. Not for Lawanda and Peggy to pop out babies and get paid for it. If you can work you need to get a damn job and work. The hardworking tax payers namely us are paying for the welfare. If the rest of us could get paid for taking dick we would but we can't. Unless your a stripper swinging from a pole or a street walker in the dead of fucking night. These girls black and white alike get out of school. If they can even make it out before they get hooked on dick. Start having babies as soon as they are out of school. They never hold down a job again because making those damn babies is the job. As long as they get that check on the first and fifteenth of every month that's all that matters. Along with the food stamps that the get and then try to sell for cash. If you go deep in the hood or trailer park you will find people trying to sell them. I understand that most men are dogs and only want the pussy. Once they get the pussy they are gone like the wind. Those women end up with a few kids and no job and she need some help. Some women make it out of the hood or trailer park. They get jobs and they get off of welfare. The main ones I'm taking about have been on it for years. Since they first took some dick. They live the life never holding down a job just laying in bed with a man. Sucking and riding his dick until the get pregnant again. Each child has a different baby's daddy. This is some real Maury shit right here and its sad. I said it before and I will say it again Gay men and Straight women are the same but.. Gay men can't have the asshole's baby. When we are done with his fucking ass we are done. Never to see him or smell him again. While the women end up pregnant and have a child that acts and looks just like that son of a bitch. That's why so many kids are mistreated as well. The mother is mad at the man and takes it out on the child. Because he or she looks and acts just like that asshole. People are always quick to say that so many blacks are on welfare. I hate to be the one to burst that fucking bubble of yours. But whites are also on welfare and its a lot of them as well. Women in whole need to be careful who they date and fuck. Its someone you may have to deal with the rest of your life. If you get pregnant by his sorry ass. Fucking is different for straight people because they can make a damn baby. There is power in the pussy but most women don't know it. A smart woman knows how to work not only her brain but that pussy as well. Every tom dick and harry doesn't deserve a slice of heaven. New laws need to be put into effect for all these people that are milking the system. If you need help that's one thing but if you have been on it for years. Its time to get off that ass of yours and get a fucking job like the rest of us.. People give street walkers and strippers a bad name for taking that dick. But what about the women that take dick on the daily and get paid for it. The welfare ho's that get skeeted up in all the time. Making a baby every chance they get and these kids need to be taught. That there is more to life then taking dick and getting paid for it. These young girls see mommy and they want to be like her. Please don't be like mommy go to school and keep those fucking legs closed. Women need to learn that they can take care of themselves. Times have changed and you need to get a job as well. Depending on a man is the wrong thing to do. If he leaves your ass you are fucked. Left with nothing but some tears in your eyes. Smarten up and take care of yourself so you don't end up on Welfare. All over some fucking dick of all things. I know dick can be good but not good enough. To lose yourself respect and pride..

The Truth

I never understood why people tell lies. I am not good at lying at all and I can admit that its true. I could never have a sales job because I'm not a liar. Something shady has to be part of who you are for that to work for you. Some people can lie at the drop of a dime. I have never liked liars at all since they can't be trusted. I have always been up front about how I feel and how I think. I'm not going to change that up for anyone EVER. If you don't like what's on the menu get the hell out of here. I just wish everyone would be honest then we wouldn't have all the drama. If you look ugly as fuck in that outfit I will tell you to your face you look ugly as fuck in the outfit. A true friend won't tell you what you want to hear. They will tell you what you need to hear which is the truth. They say the truth hurts and its true some people can't handle the truth. But it hurts because its hitting the nail right on the head of things. People get mad when you put them in their place but sometimes its needed. You know what I will say next" You can get glad in the same pants you got mad in". Keep it moving and enjoying living life. We all have busy lives we are living and we should keep things simple and basic. What I mean by that is with telling the truth and not trying to lie about things. Most of the stories we learn as kids are a big crock of shit. Santa Claus for one is a lie within itself. You ask any child what Christmas means and they will tell you its about getting presents. Its sad that kids have to be lied to just to make them behave. I say spank that ass and put them in a corner. Kids today are nothing like when we were growing up. Times have changed and its sad to see everything going to shit. Nothing is as good as it was before from music to toys. Stick your tooth under the pillow and the tooth fairy will come. His name is Frank and he is hairy and smokes pot. He will put a dollar under there for you. All the stories kids hear are a bunch of lies from the Tooth Fairy to Santa Claus to the Easter Bunny. It starts at an early age when the kids still believe. After they find out what lies they have been told they are just like the rest of us. Not giving a fuck about any of the bullshit that comes out of people's mouths.

Public Transportation

Its been awhile since I have caught Muni or Bart. But I will never forget how ghetto it is to ride on them. Depending on what line you have to get it can be packed. Then you will have to stand with all your bags. Get bumped and pushed by stinky people on Muni. The old Asians are the worse they are scandalous. I know that in China personal space doesn't really exist. But here it does and on Muni you have to fight with some old man or woman. They will knock you down if they feel they can get something. The signs say to give up your seat for the elderly right. Well most of the time the whole bus is packed with old ass people. I work hard and I deserve to have a seat as well. I did give my seat up a time or two. The bus is also where homeless people go to stay warm or cool. They sleep on the buses and they normally stink bad. The ghetto people and ghetto kids are bad as well. The kids are so loud that you can't hear yourself think. They yell over each other and use the N word. Most of the time they are Asian,White or Black all acting the same ignorant. I will never get why these kids think because they have black friends. Listen to hip hop music and dress the part. They act like the can use the word freely. People talking on their phones loudly on the bus is also bad. I got to the point when I would ride Muni or Bart. I would be wearing my earphones so I would not have to listen to dumb shit. Crazy people are always on the buses and you can watch them act a fool. I was on a bus once and this old black pimp was talking about what he liked. He said he wasn't gay but love to eat a woman's asshole out. Because he was a retired pimp and he loved to do this. He was talking loudly to himself but letting everyone around him know. That he was a retired pimp that loved to be freaky. Riding Bart is just the same only the seats are fabric and are stained as well. They stink they need to replace the seats with plastic seats for health reasons. They found all kinds of bacteria including shit on the seats on Bart. Homeless people love to ride Bart as well as Muni. That screeching sound that Bart makes can make your damn ears bleed. I would think that Bart and Muni would have their shit together but they don't at all. The worse for Muni are the electric trains they break down all the time. Its better to get the buses on the street. Than the underground electric trains. I use to live in the city and I lived six miles from my job. It took me two hours or more to get home every night from work. Its a pain in the ass as well as expensive for the fast pass. Bart is so greedy they don't have a monthly pass they just have a large amount card you can buy. Riding on the public transit system is an adventure for sure. You never know what you will see or smell on there. I suggest you have earphones so you don't have to hear any bullshit. I'm thankful now that I have a car and don't have to deal with Muni or Bart really.

This isn't Sesame Street

I have come across plenty of assholes in my time. But racists take the cake and I won't pretend I like them. If you have to work with someone that is racist then you are kinda stuck with them. That doesn't mean you have to put up with their bullshit. I have to deal with one every day myself. I am  civil that's all I can be without losing my job. I need my job so I choose not to take it there. Don't get it twisted I still don't take any shit. The racist has many racist friends. They come by and they smile and wave like I'm their best fucking buddy. I don't smile,  I don't wave, I don't do shit when they come around. I just give them a blank fucking stare that's all they will get from me. I'm past the point of being nice to someone that hates me because of my skin tone. Some of them want to let me know they are better than me. Which is a total crock of shit but that's the way some people are. These  queens and gays that are out and about living their lives. Most of them are racist sadly and they don't care. Don't say sorry for being racist when you mean what you say. Still its the gay community in whole for the segregation of color. Pick up any magazine or gay publication and you will see. Its divided by race White is first of course. Then here in the Bay Area Asian is very popular but still they are also hated on for race. Latin seems to be the second choice for most. Its sad that I have to read a bio or profile before I can even talk to a guy. They may be racist and it would be a waste of time. I once saw a profile saying they liked everything but Black. It went something like this" Into Asian/White/Russian/Jewish/Latin/Euro and it went on and on. It takes a lot to hate someone and for it to be a whole race. That is just stupid that people hide behind a preference. I have had someone tell me they don't like Blacks or Asians but they will go hang out with them. Why waste their time if you are not interested in them? There are so many men in this world from all over for me to block them out. My mother told me when I was a teenager that I should open the door. At that time I only dated black men only and did not even look at anything else. After my mother told me that I opened the door and realize that a man is a man. It doesn't matter what color his skin is. I avoid the escalator bitches all together I'm not a notch on someone's belt. It makes me sad that people are so racist still to this day. I have to be careful who I talk to as I said before. So many people are rude and racist. Someone I know I would not call them a friend just someone I know. Is a rice queen he loves some Asian men and its really a fetish. If you don't have the right skin tone and uncut dick you don't make the grade. Its funny to me that someone that is so shallow would end up meeting some nice men. That happen to not be Asian and get passed over because of it. I always here dumb asses saying oh I like this or that. I can tell from the taste and smell of the dick what race they are. Dick is dick in the dark its doing the same damn thing the rest do. In the end I can say that racism is alive and well again. I have said it many times before. But then again I'm a black man living in America. So I will always have a lot to say about this subject. Its sad that when I meet someone I have to first see if this person is racist. I have to see if they will actually treat me like a human being or a piece of trash.

Almost Doesn't Count

So sadly you just came out of a relationship. It wasn't a good one to begin with was it? Did you give all that you could give? It wasn't enough was it? Do you love the person that you were with? Even if they are a total asshole? Did I almost make you love me? Almost but not quite there that's why it didn't work out. As long as you give one hundred and twenty percent to the relationship. There should be no regrets you can't make a horse drink. You can only lead them to the water. I am  free of a relationship that was not good for me in the first place. Of course was some time ago. Is the relationship over when you break up or when its gone downhill? No passion left no deep connection at all. I say its over when you start to drift apart. Things are not the same and you fight over dumb shit. That's a sign of the end of things. I can see why some people are scared of being in a relationship. You can get hurt badly and it could take you years to recover from the pain. A broken heart is something that only time can heal. Being in love with someone that doesn't feel the same way you do. Its scary as hell and its dangerous if you happen to live with them. That is a true test of love when you live with someone. I think business needs to be settled first as far as the lease is concerned. That way both people are covered. I wasn't lucky in that area with my last relationship. I thought things were fine not perfect but ok. Then BAM I find out that we don't share the same feelings for each other. I find out that I'm the only one that loves the other person. Not the other way around its a hard lesson to learn but you get there. Its a true test for everyone close to you when you have a broken heart. Friends will be there if they are true friends to you. You see who is there for you when you are feeling like a piece of shit. The way that person treats when its all said and done. If you are even able to have a adult conversation with them at all. Sometimes we don't get closure at all. We have to forgive them within ourselves to let it go. After all that person was your best friend  and lover. So after the pain and hurt has gone away you should be able to be friends with them. It could take years for someone to mature or it could be never. Overall its how the person treats you from the start to the end. It should be with respect and no drama. We lose ourselves and end up having to start over again in life. Tougher skin with a chunk of your soul missing, Heart is broken and the spirit is also broken. Every day is a struggle to even smile at times but you will get your happy back. We get mad at ourselves for even thinking about that asshole we were with. But that's the love in you that is doing that. Soon it will also die and you won't be thinking of them at all. But that takes some time for that to happen. Just as long as you take back your power that person has over you. Then you will truly be free of them. Free to live and explore live and maybe just maybe. Meet someone that is real

Ice Box

So many women lay in bed with it every damn night. A cold pussy that has not been touched or eaten. Their husbands and boyfriends may dick the women down but its only until they get that nut. Most men don't take care of their women the way they should. Maybe she wants you to eat her out good. Most men don't do this either that's why women cheat. If you have a small dick that tongue better be nice long and strong. Women are complicated and need special attention so you straight men better listen up. Pulling her panties to the side and fingering her pussy isn't foreplay. Roughing up her titties for five minutes is not foreplay. Fucking her for ten minutes is not foreplay. If you can even last for ten minutes. Women will lie to you and tell you that you are doing something. When in fact you ain't doing shit they can read the paper and take a nap. While you are pumping away with that starter dick. I know a lot of women that are not happy in their relationships. They love their husbands or boyfriends but something is missing. That passion and intense shit is missing the kind that has you begging for more. You know when you can't catch your breath? Most women want their hair pulled and their cell phone thrown against the wall. Choke my ass and make me scream kinda shit. Most won't admit it but that's what they want. Most women can only have an orgasm if they use a vibrator or their finger on themselves. They can't have one while they are being fucked. I know men with little dicks are scared of sex toys. They don't to touch anything that is bigger than their dicks. Its sad that most women don't have orgasms unless they do it themselves. Now if she is lucky she will meet a man that has his PHD in pussy and knows how to treat it. Only a small number of woman are able to ejaculate and it drives the men crazy when they do. Its better to cover everything in the bedroom with sheets before you have sex. If you want that flat screen TV to work or that laptop you better cover it up. Straight men need to brush up on the pussy. I know about the pussy and I'm not into pussy at all. Did you know that women have two types of orgasms? If you do her right she will be cooking breakfast for you the next morning. Sadly most women are going without and just not happy about it. Women also need to brush up on their skills. I need to start teaching a class on how to work it. I have a friend that was in a bad marriage and she was not happy. Her husband never took care of her needs at all. He would climb on top of her and get a few pumps in before he would start to snore. Finally she left his tired ass and found a man that had a PHD in pussy. She was like a young school girl again. Pussy wet all the time and him giving it the attention that it desired. She became quite spoiled from not only his dick but his mouth and tongue. As I said I had to teach her how to suck a dick. I had to show her where to touch a man when she is going down. Well after I showed her what to do she became a damn pro. As basic bitches always seem to think that just a mouth is enough. Which is not the case we all have spots that need to be worked. We want to be stroked and caressed as well. One a pussy is awakened it will want intense passion. Simple bitches like missionary position and that's fine for a start. But you better switch things up if you want to please her. Twist her ass up like a damn pretzel and fuck the shit out her. Make her reach for shit that isn't there. Make her put her head down deep in the pillow. If you can take good care of her she will be happy.

Sexuality

The way people act today you would think people would be more understanding. There are really no fine lines when it comes to not knowing. For those of us who know who we are sexually its great. For those who don't it can be a scary thing. Straight and gay are pretty general right. Its the ones that are confused that are all over the place. First off is Bi-Curious which means he or she is somewhat attracted to the same sex. They may not have acted on it yet its just a feeling they have. They may never act on it and it will just be something they think about from time to time. We have a club here in San Francisco its called the End-Up. Its a fun club to go to and dance the night away. Its also a melting pot of everyone. Gay,Straight,Transexual,Bisexual and the Bi Curious as well. On many different levels I have seen them. When I first moved to San Francisco I started to go to the End Up. I was there one night and saw a cute guy and asked him to dance. He was freaked out and kinda ran away from me.. I didn't give it a second thought until a friend pointed out to me many months later. When I was there sitting down, dancing or hanging out on the patio. That same guy was always standing next to me. He was with his straight friends but was clearly feeling me. My female friend thought he was creepy because he didn't say much. She didn't understand that he was with his friends and could not do that. I'm sure if he was alone it would have been another story all together. Nothing ever happened with that guy but he was nice to look at. There are plenty of men that are Bi-Curious that go to the End Up. Also there are the girls that take their straight boyfriends there. They are the ones that look like a deer caught in headlights. They are scared of gay people and it shows on their faces. If you even say anything to them they are running away scared. Then you have the Bi couples that are down to have a good time. I don't know how many times I have met a couple and the guy will introduce me to his girlfriend. While he is rubbing on my leg and smiling. Its almost like a learning class at the End Up or it use to be. I haven't been in a long time. I have to go and see the sexy DJ Hawthorne spin soon. You will get a good look at the Tranny's they dance all together in one spot. They all look like Jessica Rabbit. Those bodies are filled with so much crap I doubt they sink in open water. The lips and everything else is plumped up within an inch of their lives. When you see them you can't help but stare at them. Long hair to hide the face and look more like a woman. Huge tits with a tiny small waist. Huge birthing hips and ass with some stripper hooch style. The Tranny sniffers are always close by them. A Tranny Sniffer is a man that considers himself to be straight. Like most men that like Transexuals they love for them to look like a woman. Most of the time I would say that the Trannys are the ones fucking the men in the ass. But it goes both ways with those Trannys. They usually have huge horse dicks and that's what the sniffers are after. At the time when I was going there I met a guy there very good looking. He told me his story about how he loves Trannys but he considers himself to be straight. He said he was straight because he didn't get fucked in the ass. I asked him if he touched the dick at all. He said that he loved to play with the dick and suck it. I told him that he wasn't straight then if he liked dick. It doesn't have to be deep in your guts for you to be gay or bi. I have come to notice that those Trannys can pull in some sexy ass men. I'm talking about very good looking men. That you would never even think would be a Tranny sniffer. People like what they like straight or gay its all the same. I'm shocked at how many straight men love anal sex. Not just on the women they want to fuck but on themselves. How can you love to fuck a woman in her ass and be hateful to gay men? Or stick a dildo up your own ass and be hateful. Bottom line is you like either dick or pussy or even both. Whatever the case may be people will always like what they like. Even if its a hidden secret that needs to be done in a dark corner somewhere.

Cell Phones and how to use them properly

Times have changed and everyone seems to have a cell phone now. But most people don't know when to shut the fuck up. Conversations are meant to be private but with ghetto people roaming the damn streets. We are subjected to listen to them yelling on the damn phone about nothing. They are doing too damn much on that cell phone. Usually its when you are stuck in line at the grocery store. Unable to run away you are stuck to listen to them smack those gums together. I'm glad to see signs that ban the use of cell phones. We need to get more of them all over the city. People are taking it to the next level on these phones. It could be May Ling talking to her girlfriend very loud. Or it could be Aquanetta talking to her homegirl about last night's dick. Whatever the case they make sure to talk so loud that you can't help but to hear it. I'm sure you have heard by now of that dumb ass girl that got kicked out of the movie theater. Her ass was on that phone in the middle of a movie texting. She had the nerve to call the theater and leave a nasty message. Talk about trailer trash her dumb ass is now the warning. Played before every movie to warn the stupid ass people that are not that bright. But still every time I go to the movies somebody is on their phone texting. Or their phone starts to ring during the movie. As I told you before I always keep it 100% real and I will say something. If I'm being disturbed during the movie I paid good money for. You better believe that I will be saying something. I don't give a fuck! I have told people before to turn their damn phones off. I'm glad I'm not the only one to do it. Some people are so dumb they will always do dumb shit. Talking on the phone and kicking the back of my seat. Will get you cussed out real quick. The law for texting or talking on the phone is in full effect. But does that stop these dumb asses? No it doesn't I see people daily that are holding that phone and driving. Get a damn bluetooth and keep it moving. I don't think anyone should be in a heated conversation while driving. You need to be paying attention to the road. Not what the fuck Becky is telling you on the phone. You hear about people being killed all the time. Texting or doing dumb shit while they are driving. Someone that will remain nameless does this kind of dumb shit. You know who you are I am  calling you out. Clipping their nails while they are driving. I had to cuss them out telling them my life is important. You can do that dumb shit when I'm not in your car. I digress back to the subject at hand the cell phones. The other thing that people and they need to stop. Texting or getting calls while your on a date. I want eye contact and full attention not you on that phone all the time. Life is busy I get that and we all get calls and texts. Put that phone on silent or vibrate or better yet turn it off for awhile. The world won't end if you can't text or talk to your friends for a few hours. Cell phones have come a long way getting better and better. People need to catch up to the damn phones. They should teach classes on manners and proper use of a cell phone. When you buy a phone it should come with some warnings. If your mouth is too damn wide(Another one of my sayings Wide=When your mouth is so big from talking all the damn time.) Someone may not want to hear all the details of your damn life. That new four hundred dollar phone you love. It may be thrown out a window or down the street somewhere. People think they can do whatever they want to do. Just because you have the new iPhone 65 doesn't mean your mouth has to be wide. In the middle of Starbucks talking about what you had for dinner last night. Here is a hint no one gives a fuck what you are talking about. Unless its urgent like you are meeting friends somewhere or you are lost. Keep the conversations private move to a corner or away from people. That is the correct thing to do when out in public. Better yet you can always text that is not so rude. Unless its in a dark theater. The next time you are going to see a movie. Turn the damn phone off or put it on vibrate. If you do have it on vibrate don't look at the damn phone every five minutes.

The Down Low

This exists because of the way the black community feels about gays. The homophobia is so strong that it has caused all kinds of problems. In the black community and others as well. But I'm talking about the black community today. As I have said before in the black community a man is suppose to be a man. Which translates to fucking different women and having a bunch of kids. Having a bunch of baby's mama's fighting over that dick. Which isn't worth the spit it takes to clean it. Sagging pants and out in the street doing illegal shit. Talking that smooth player talk and nothing much else. Am I hitting the nail on the head? Hell yes I am. The women end up being the ones that have to raise their kids alone. Like I said before it all starts in the Church. That is where the hate starts and it will always be there. Of course everyone in the black community has someone gay in their family. A gay uncle or cousin or a gay son or daughter. Still they act surprised when they find out someone is gay. I remember some kids asking me once why I talked like a girl. Or as most blacks like to call it talking properly AKA white...I talk the way I talk and won't change that for anyone. For those of you who think I would do this. You can kiss the pink part of my ass ( Don't be stealing my sayings)  Its a thing in the ghetto that if you're trying to better yourself and educate yourself. That you are acting white which is stupid to me. Only the smart ones will make it out of the hood and prosper. The rest will sit in slums and collect welfare and make more babies. The men will go to prison and their lives will change. As I said it starts in the Church for those of us that have been to Church. The organ player and members of the choir are gay. So the mindset among blacks are that being gay isn't something you talk about. And because of that the Down low was born. These men go to prison like I said and they are there for years. They can all deny it until the day they die. They are locked up with no women around at all for them. Men become their lives and they end up being turned out by the other inmates. Unless you are some big boss in your cell block. You are sucking dick and getting your dick sucked as well. They act like it doesn't go on in prison but it does. The men also get fucked in the ass and do the fucking as well. These men go in straight and they are turned out. I always hear the ignorant people saying that gays recruit. That is not true either you are gay or straight. But the sidebar to that is that the men in prison are the ones that get turned out. They become gay or bisexual because they got a taste of that dick. They are now confused because they love their wives and girlfriends. But the wives and girlfriends could not give them what they are getting in prison. A hard dick to suck and ride on becomes a thing of the norm. These men get out of prison and they now like both sides of the fence. Part of the down low men that are out there. They go home and go crazy for pussy since its been so long since they had any. They live breath and eat pussy when they get out. But then their bodies start to remember what its like to be with a man. To have a hard dick to suck on. To have a man deep inside of them. That itch grows and they have to have it itched. The other side of the down low are the men that have not been locked up. Just the regular black men that are curious or may be gay. Bisexual or just plain horny for some sex. When I lived in LA I knew a fine brotha that was on the Down low. He was married with kids but loved to have sex with men. I'm sure I'm not the only black gay man that will say this. I always get hit on by Down low men. They only want one thing and one thing only. Sex and the women are the ones that pay the price. Along with these Down low men. They get infected with HIV and don't know it most of the time. Until its too late or they get really sick. As I said before the black community is homophobic and this is a by product of that homophobia. They need to start giving out condoms in prisons and schools. Parents act like they know everything that their kids are doing. If you have daughters they should be put on the pill. As soon as they get their periods. Talking to them openly about things and teaching them something. About the real world and what to watch out for is the best. I know they don't want the inmates having sex in prison but it does happen. Someone is skeeting off into someone ass or mouth on the daily. In prison and it will always happen. We all get horny and men especially need to bust a good nut. I know that a lot of y'all don't want to hear this but its true. Thugs especially love to play around with other men. From crips to bloods to cholo's they all love to fuck around. Most of them have been locked up and they are not afraid of the dick. They will lick,suck and ride on it and not even blink. Women there is no sure fire way to know if your man is one of these men. Hopefully you are with a man that has never been locked up. If he has been locked up for years at a time. He is not afraid of the dick do you hear me? There are straight men out there that can be trusted not to be on the down low. One sure way to know is if your man is very homophobic. The biggest bottom will be the one yelling out faggot faggot. When in his mind he is thinking about how many ways that dick will fit into his mouth and ass. So ladies be aware if your man is hating too much on gays. I remember years ago me and boyfriend at the time took a female friend to a club. A gay black club she is as pretty black woman. She was so mad and ill when she saw all the fine ass men up in that club. She had to leave the club she was so confused. Why does he have to be gay? I said because he is gay that's why. She is now the black Columbo and she lives in the second biggest black gay area. In the US the DC area which is only second to Atlanta. If you know anything you know not to fuck with a gay boy. There is nothing worse than being beaten up by a gay boy. In front of your friends that will show how manly you really are. I'm sure its crazy in Atlanta with men walking around with that strange style of heels and makeup. I know those thugs don't fuck with them. But then again I'm sure those Down low men know where to go. If they want that dick sucked or want some dick themselves. Sadly the Down low thing is bad because its done in secret and normally without protection. Its one of the reasons HIV raging in the black community. The other is just that people are stupid straight and gay or whatever the case may be. Running up in someone's guts without a condom is stupid as hell. Don't act surprised when your test results come back positive. It really doesn't matter if you are gay or straight. HIV doesn't care what you are. The black media also doesn't help at all. Blacks are so concerned about who is gay and who isn't. Does it really matter that much? Unless you are fucking the person that you are talking about. You should go sit down somewhere and shut the fuck up. I have to say I do like MediaTakeOut.com but.. They are very homophobic about some of their stories. Its the way the black community has shaped itself and its sad to see it. Anyone with some sense in their heads will know not to be fucking with a black queen. They will beat that ass man or woman and not even blink. There will always been some men creeping around hunting for dick..

Hambeasts and things that get on my nerves.

Ok so I see these Hambeasts all the damn time. You wondering what the hell a Hambeast is? Its a big man or woman that is wearing shit they should not be wearing. Namely their daughter's shirts and shorts. If you have a Disney body you should not be wearing tight shit. I need to do a dictionary post so you will understand. If you read my blog regularly you will catch on to my sayings. But I will explain what a Disney body is. You know when you go to Disneyland and you see the people in the costumes. The body is big and round all the way around. They only thing that is missing is the mask that goes over the head. Well I call that a Disney body and that area around their bodies is called a FOPA.. which you say like this foe-pa. It means Fat Over Pussy or Penis Area which ever is present at the time of sighting. So now you know what I mean when I say a Disney body. Some big men and women know how to work it but some. Lets just say they need some help badly. Big women that have big titties think they can be like the skinny bitches. Wearing pussy shorts and bra's out in public. Making my damn eyes bleed and burn. With that child birth stomach on display with all the stretch marks showing. The men don't get off easy either. Wearing shirts too damn small for their big ass bodies. A classy big man or woman will wear clothes that fit. Don't think I'm hating on the big Men and Women. I'm not I'm talking mad shit about that ones that don't handle their shit right. Now on to some other things that get on my nerves. If you are going to wear flip flops or sandals. Please go have May Ling scrub the crust off of your feet. Or do it your damn self. Clip those toe nails and keep it moving. Laquisha and them love to have those long nails added to their toes. Looking like a damn bird of prey. This gets on my nerves along with those claws for nails. How the hell do they wipe their own asses with those talons? That is some hood rat shit if I ever did see. Moving along If your feet are so cold that you need socks. Put some damn shoes on and don't wear flip flops with socks. Also people men and women that wear house shoes or sandals with sock. Then drag their feet when they walk.. Are you cracked out? Put on some damn shoes and walk right. This is some bullshit ghetto shit in all races. The other thing is the ghetto snort its nasty when I hear it. You know when you have a cold and someone will snort the snot up. They make that nasty pig sound. Its universal and I can't stand it. I have seen people from all walks of life do it. I thought they stopped making the Predator movies a long time ago? I see we have plenty of them walking around. These men with the dreadlocks looking like a damn Predator from the movie. I can't help but to think some floor somewhere needs to be mopped. When I see those nasty dreds long and funky looking. Then they have the nerve to put a hat over them. I have said this before and I will say it over and over again. Pull those damn pants up off of that ass. No one I mean no one wants to see those skeeted up underwear you go on. Lets not forget the people that have to spit all the damn time. Spitting every other minute this is some crackhead shit. The last thing I say that really gets on my nerves. People that can't speak proper English. Its ok to be all down in the hood but. The real world is out there and you need to hold down a job. Not scaring the white people with that crazy talk. If you can't talk proper English take that ass back to school. Also that Valley talk is crackhead shit as well. If every other word out your mouth is "Like" get a new fucking word. Learn how to complete a sentence. I don't normally do request but a good friend of mine asked me to write about the Hambeasts. So there you have it.

The Black Tax

Most people never heard of this term. Its a term that is used in the African American community. People from not born here in America don't understand about racism. Blacks in the other parts of the world may have it as bad as African Americans have it. Don't misunderstand me I don't want a hand out or anything like that. I just want to be treated with respect like everyone else. The hardest thing to be in America is a black man period. Sadly things always come down to race in the Country. All blacks here experience the Black Tax. I know if you never heard of it I will tell you what it is. Its that as African Americans we have to work extra hard. To get the respect and to be treated like everyone else. We often get passed over in the work place. As I said before I use to work for an Airline. I was experienced in every field there from the front counter to baggage. I also did operations and worked the gates. Ask any of my ex co-workers they knew I busted my ass at that job. Well a Supervisor position was open and I thought what the hell I will apply for this position. Well like so many jobs out there its all about politics. Who is kissing who's ass and who is snitching on who. This was the lay of the land at that job. This other person that applied for the job was this skank of a woman. She didn't know how to do much at all. But her skin color was white so that was a shoe in for her. Everyone including me thought I had it in the bag. Well the asshole station manager gave the position to her. I'm not a sore loser at all if you get the job you get the job. But in this case I was confused because I was told she knew the station overall better than me. Which in short was a lie and it took me some time to see how shady management can be. If I was  working or not I was always blamed for whatever happened at work. I was being called in the office for dumb shit all the time. The thing is that others got away with murder. But I could not scratch my ass without permission. Of course this was at the time after the dot com craziness here in the San Francisco. It was hard to find a decent job at the time. That's why I stayed there for so damn long. It soon became clear that the Station manager was racist and so was this skank that now was a manager. I was their target that they enjoyed fucking with. Now I hear my ex co-workers say let it go it was the past. They were not treated the way I was treated and have no idea of what its like. I not pissed about it but I'm going to speak on the events. I'm not using any names those bitches know who they are. They may even read this. So we have all these people that work at the station and yet. No one was promoted to management unless they were white. New people would be hired and within a month they were managers. With some odd stroke of luck one of the only few blacks there was promoted to manager. She was the best manager and knew how to do her job. She was professional and fair and that means a lot when it comes to management. It was sad to see how the Station manager and the other manager's treated her. The black tax in full effect again sadly she ended up being fired. This sounds like some Jerry Springer shit for real and it was. The skank manager was sleeping with any dick that would fuck her there at work. Soon wives and girlfriends started showing up looking for this skank. They were looking to kick her ass for sleeping with their men. This skank did all kinds of things that she should have been fired for. But because she was white she kept her job. Have you tried to move up at a job and not get it because of the color of your skin? Ignorant people think that racism doesn't exist and don't get it. Mostly people not born here in America. They don't know anything about the 400 years of slavery. How many things were invented by African Americans. They teach a special course in schools called African American Studies. You have to take these classes to know some of the truth being told here. But in normal classes that teach history its white washed with what they want you to know. As I said before America is built on the backs of Slaves. America has still not gotten over the whole slavery thing at all. So many people in the Country are still racist. Just look at these Republicans they are ignorant and proud. We have to fight still to this day after millions of African's died on the boat rides over here. I always here people say go back to your own damn Country. Well if that was the case then this land we live on. It would belong to the Indians and Mexicans. Whites would be in Europe and Asians would be in Asia. Blacks would be in Africa and that would be strange overall. A friend of mine said to me why are you so angry? I'm not angry I'm just stating the facts that you don't understand. I told him that as a black man I see the racism all the time. I have a question for all of you reading this. If you get pulled over for a speeding ticket what does the officer say to you? Well if you're African American they will ask you these following questions. Are you on Parole? Did you just get out of Prison? Are you a Felon? Do you have any weapons in the car? Do you live around here? Who's car is this? Its to nice for you to be able to afford this? Its been awhile since I was pulled over but when I do get pulled over. I usually end up waiting for a good thirty to forty five minutes. The reason is I'm a black man that has no record. I have never been arrested and have no criminal past at all. I'm what you would call a model citizen. So it takes so long for them to run my name because its coming up blank. Not a criminal at all.. So they run it like three or four times. They even call it in and have someone look for them. Finally they bring my license back and I'm on my way. When you go shopping do you get followed around the store? Well blacks do all the time and they are bold about it. If I'm going to spend my damn money I want to do it in peace. Criminals come in every color and they are bad people. I understand that people are curious about other races. We are all human and we all eat,shit and sleep. But with different textures of hair and skin color and culture as well. We are different only in those aspects of life. African American's are the most influential race in America. Our slang words are used by everyone one from the Rich to the Poor. We dominate in Sports and Music. Its funny with the black tax that blacks were not even allowed to play sports back in the day. Basketball, Football and Baseball were all white players only. Those first black athletes that paved the way for all the rest went through hell. Beaten and often killed over the skin color. Look at Tennis with Serena and Venus Williams those girls work it. But they also have a hard time with racism as well. I remember when they still wore the braids with the beads in them. Those racist bitches talked some shit about them but they didn't let it bother them. Not on the court anyway. The black tax is in every aspect of an African America's life when we have to deal with others from different races. Tiger Woods is another one you can see the black tax in full effect. He came out of now where and started beating those old white men. They were so nasty to him telling him to go eat some watermelon and fried chicken. If someone is racist their true colors will come out at some point. When Tiger divorced it was such a big scandal because he is a black man. That happens to love white women and his now ex wife is blond haired and blue eyed. The black tax also keeps blacks out of a lot of things that everyone should be getting. A missing child take for instance if the child is white. Its national news and they do a big manhunt for them. If its a black child you won't hear much about it at all. Maybe they will be on the side of a milk carton. The one thing I don't understand is that show Teen Moms. Since its some white girls that got pregnant and had a baby or two. Its so special it can be on TV and be so popular. Well if they are going to do a show like that. They should have on girls from every race I think. Black girls, Latin Girls, Asian girls all going through the same thing. Its that black tax again..We have to work two hundred percent just to get what we want in life. We are still get treated badly and with Obama you can see it in full effect as well. They want him to fail at all costs. You may like him or not but to see how he has been treated. He is the most disrespected President in the history of being a President. He needs to be tough with these assholes and do his job. Be tougher President Obama and do what you need to do. They will micro pick everything you do because you are black. Oh you say but he is bi-racial yes he is but.. In slavery times the saying is still in effect One drop of black blood makes you black. If you can sit up and say that blacks are not treated differently then something is wrong with you. The world is changing and we are coming together as a race. More bi-racial babies are born now more than ever. In many years everyone will be one race just about. The ones that are not will be the minority in this world. Still this world has a problem with skin color. I hope that one day it will go away and it will be about the person and not the color of their skin..

The secrets the Airline's don't want you to know about...

I use to work for an airline years ago, I know the ends and outs of the airline business. I worked for a shitty little airline called ATA. It stands for "Another Tacky Airline" they were a small airline trying to compete with the big boys. Hence they are no longer around and that job was the worse job I ever had. I worked with more mean spirited people gloomy and full of hate. When you fly the always lie to the customers and use code words to do it. Hell yes motherfuckers I'm giving away all of your damn secrets. What are you going to do about it? So ignorance and stupidity is what gets most people kicked off of a plane. Most people get kicked off a plane if they act crazy or are drunk. Its at the Captain's discretion if you stay on the plane or not. Here is a pointer if you are a fish and love to drink. Don't even try to sit in the emergency aisle. They will tell you its a safety issue to keep you from those seats. I know people want to unwind and relax when they fly. But be warned if you get drunk it could be bad news for your ass. If you already have a seat in the emergency aisle. Then appear to be intoxicated then you will be asked to move to another seat. You ask what if the flight is full? Well then someone will be asked to trade a seat with you. If you refuse to change seats you will get a big ass D stamped on that forehead. You will be kicked off of the flight. I have seen it happen to a few dummies out there. As I said before ignorance will get people kicked off of planes. I have seen people bitching about Muslim people who pray before every flight. They have to be facing east to do this. Well the ignorant asses always bitch and start trouble for the Muslims. If you wear a turban you will really be in for it. I have seen people refuse to fly if they see people on the flight with a turban on. Sadly the people minding their own business are asked to leave the plane. Because Midwest Sally is afraid for her safety. Here is one that most of you want to know about and most people ask questions about it.There are three types of delays one is called the chain effect its when a flight is late in the morning or a red eye flight. That makes the flights all day late and you miss connecting flights. The second one is a weather delay we have all seen them and been in them. Its mother nature so you can't really bitch about that can you? The last one is the one they lie about all the damn time. Its mechanical and something is wrong with one of the engines. Or a door won't close where they store the bags. It could be that the blue water full of shit won't drain. Sometimes its a small problem that can be fixed. Other times its when a flight is cancelled and you have to wait for another plane. If your flight has been cancelled then its because the plane is not flyable at all. If you act crazy on a flight you will be arrested and they won't blink. Here are some stories from when I worked for a shitty airline. A family was on their way to Hawaii for a wedding. All hell broke loose on the flight when a man and woman start fist fighting on the plane. The woman is punching the man in the face and his face is bloody. Well cart tart's inform me and I call the police. Well I removed them from the flight and had them wait apart from each other. Until the police would arrive well my mouth fell open. The woman was telling me to let her go over to the man who happened to be her father. Talk about some Jerry Springer shit that is crazy. Well the police finally arrive and the woman starts to go crazy. She was like five foot six inches tall and it took two six foot men to restrain her. She must have been on that stuff she was strong as hell. The true name of the airline was American Trans Air. But I had to change the name of that shitty airline. Another thing I had to do was remove people from the plane for "Safety reasons" Which is a big ass lie and that you will be kicked off the damn plane. The most ghetto people fly to Hawaii if you didn't know. On this one flight it was full and this big wide woman was sitting in the aisle seat. Everyone has just finished boarding and were seated. Well this woman was so damn big that only one of her ass cheeks would fit into the damn seat. Those queeny cart tart's were not happy and they informed the Captain. Well most of the people I worked with were not real enough. To handle being real with someone but still being professional. The flight was delayed because this big ass woman was blocking the aisle. On the Hawaii flights you get a meal served to you on the way over and back. They could not wheel the food and beverage carts up and down the aisles. With her big ass blocking the way so I had to go and retrieve her from the plane. Houston we have a fucking problem here. This beached whale made it onto the plane. I walked up to her and told her that she would have to exit the plane. She asked me why and everyone and their momma's were watching us talk. I had to tell her it was because of safety issues. I told her if there was an emergency that people would need to be able. To exit the plane and do it fast as possible. What I really wanted to tell her was to leave those damn Cheeseburgers alone and stop sitting on that damn air hose. She was embarrassed and I was embarrassed for her but she needed to get up. She kept saying over and over how could we do this to her. She paid her money just like everyone else. I finally had to tell her look I know you're embarrassed. But you need to gather your things and get off of the plane. Finally she got up and let me tell you. She had one of the biggest asses I ever seen in my life. She made Aquanetta's ass look like a flat fucking board. So people were talking  and drinking coffee and stuff in the aisle seats. She had turned sideways to walk down the aisle. I swear her ass was not only knocking people out of their seats. She was knocking over coffee and cell phones and magazines and newspapers. From people's hands she even knocked a poor man's glasses off of his face. If you are a fat person please take this advice buy two fucking seats when you fly. It will make it easier on you and the people or person that has to sit next to you. That flight ended up having a twenty five minute delay because of big bertha.. I have seen all kinds of things and I have many stories from working five years for an airline. I will never go back to work for another one again.

Keeping it 100% Real

I like to say what is on my mind. Can't you tell? I will let you know exactly how I am feeling. Some people feel that by keeping it real they can be rude and scandalous. Take Shangela and Raven from Rupaul's Drag Race. While Shangela was a bit nasty with how he was dealing with those other queens. He was in the wrong on how he was keeping it real. You don't have to put someone down to get a point across. The only time you do that is when they ask for it. Then you serve it on a plate nice and cold. Raven on the other hand is a bitter old queen that is very jaded and doesn't give a fuck. Until someone is ready to kick his ass then he will stop I"m sure. If you want to hurt Raven just revoke his plastic surgery. He was just down right nasty to everyone talking about people. Hurting their feelings and not looking back. Delta was also in the same boat as Raven. I can't believe that Delta opened his mouth to talk about anyone when he weights in at 400 pounds. Also hasn't ever been in a relationship at all. Sucking dick at bathhouse doesn't count as a relationship you dig? This term keeping it real is a black slang term for being real. I have always said what is on my mind and I don't regret it. For those of you that actually do know me. You know I will tell you the truth and you will love me for it. Or be mad as hell but as the old country saying goes" You can get glad in the same pants you got mad in" I never understood how someone can be fake? We have a lot of those fake ass people here in San Francisco California. I was never good at playing pretend or lying to someone. Its hard for me to lie I'm not good at it all. I could never be in a Sales job because you have to be shady and lie all the damn time for that. I can't pretend to like someone if I don't actually like them. I can't fake the funk can you? I have a very good memory as well its damn near photographic. I can remember things that most people forget about. So if you were shady to me I won't forget it. Often enough I have people that come and apologize to me for shit they done back in the day. Blaming it on their age at the time. Like I said before unless you're a three year old you know what you are doing. I'm sweet as peach pie but I keep it 100 all the time. I'm allergic to bullshit and liars and I can smell it from a mile away. Can you or do you fall into whatever is going on around you? I like things peaceful and tranquil but also real. Often enough we see these people on Reality shows. They say they are not the monster's the camera makes them out to be. Take Nene Leakes she is a very nasty person and loves to be the center of chaos. But she is misunderstood and we don't get to see the real her according to her. All I see when I look at Nene is a ugly girl that is jealous of all the pretty girls and was always fighting them in school. She needs to get those horse teeth fixed and the one big eye reduced in size. Stop eating those ham sandwiches and have a big cup of STFU. Nene says she is keeping it real but all she is doing is showing how insecure she really is. Now I'm being 100% real here and letting you know what is going on. I'm laughing to myself because this is true. I'm not making any of this up.

The Homo erotic world of Sports

I don't mind them really I don't. I don't watch them really and I haven't played them since I was in school. To me its like watching grass grow on live TV. Its funny to me to see people act like idiots over the athletes. To see the straight men have these man crushes on the athletes. They know everything there is to know about them. The name of their wive and kids and birthdays. Its strange to me that they can be homophobic but still be in love with a man. Knowing all of their personal information. The locker room may smell but it is full of hot naked and half naked men. That's the only part I want to see after the game is over. Just begin taping in the locker room. Some sports are gay in nature anyway look at football. Men in tights putting their hands between another man's ass and legs. I don't know how some of those men do it. They are so huge how can they even move much. I see them at like 350 pounds and they have the men and women all over them. Wrestling is next on the list its a gay man's fantasy. To be on the mat with a hot half naked man rolling around. Its funny when we see the straight men get hard-on's when they are are wrestling. I think most of the boys that do it and men are gay. Next we have Body Building which is gay as well. We all know that straight men don't take care of themselves like gay men do. But in this sport they do, they tan and shave for the show of their bodies. I don't mind a man with muscles but not too big of muscles. The body builders can't even wear regular clothing at all. It won't fit with those thighs,legs, arms and chests at all. Sports in general is dangerous not just that the athletes can get hurt. But that the fans and athletes can be so violent. People getting beat down at a game for cheering for the wrong team. Parents at their kids games getting into fist fights over a game. That is suppose to be played for fun win or lose. Let's not forget Track and Field that is another gay sport. The men in those shorts and one piece outfits. Diving is another one that is good to watch. I will watch some sports but most are boring to me. Not diving at all the men are hot and those Speedos are nice to look at. Soccer we also see shorts being pulled down and jocks, dick and ass are exposed for all to see. Basketball is also very homo erotic with the men so close and touching each other all the time. Sports is like Leather the men are hot but the subject is kinda boring.

The Power of Dick

It can build a nation or destroy one. Dick is a powerful thing it will have you creeping in the middle of the night. Cheating on your husband or wife just to get it. We have all seen Maury and these poor women on the show. They are staying because the dick is good. But is it good enough for you to be living in hell? I say run for the damn hills if things aren't right in the relationship. Not all dick is the same some dick is just starter dick. There is plenty of starter dick out there. You asking what is starter dick? Its that factory issued dick that so many men get. Its a starter before the main course. Its average to small and it is ok for some but most don't like it. The men with the starter dicks are the ones calling in on help shows. Asking about how they can make their dicks bigger. Dick will have you cooking breakfast the next morning. You see women fighting over it all the time. Is the dick that good you would lose all self respect? Just because he lays that pipe just right? Gay men don't get out if it either we have the escalator bitches and size queens. They want donkey dicks or as my sister calls them back breakers. I have never cared about how big a man's dick is. As long as it works its all that matters really. The dick is an added bonus with a man. I'm blessed so I never cares anyway about that. Now on the other end men with big dicks some have to flaunt it. They have nothing else to offer so they let their dicks swing in the wind. If you live here in the bay area you have seen them as well. At Folsom or Dore doing the helicopter in the middle of the street. If you look at these young boys when they first come out.They are innocent until they get dicked down. Then you see them in poon poon shorts and ass all up in the air. Dick will have you doing things you don't normally do. Like I said you will be cooking up some good food for that man. Smiling while you do it and you know I'm right. If you can't work the middle better use that tongue. For the straight men with starter dicks. Its a warning for you before that wife or girlfriend starts looking else where for some good dick. I feel bad for the straight men that are in prison. They end up getting hooked on the dick. There is no pussy in prison for them and a hand can only do so much. In normal circumstances it would not happen but in prison it does. Locked up with nothing but other men for life most often. We all get horny and those straight men get turned out. Ask any gay whore they would be in heaven being used by all those men. A lot of these gay bottoms watch too much porn and want to be the damn star. Dick will wake you up in the middle of the night. Thinking about it and when you can get some more.

Things are not always what they seem

I remember back in the day I was like 15 or so. Well we went to the video store to get some movies to rent. Its hard to believe that all we had to watch back then was VHS tapes. Well my mother was feeling frisky that day because she said she wanted an adult video. I was like whatever because I didn't know much about porn at that point in my life. Just that I had seen some pussy magazines before but nothing that I really cared for. Growing up someone always had a big brother that had some porn hidden. Well we always would end up looking at it. Like any growing kid would right? Hell yeah people can say they don't like it but we all do. So we are at the video store me and my mom and we go get some movies to watch. She goes and gets her adult video and we leave and we are finally home. She goes to watch her movie and I hear her screaming from the other room. She comes out looking freaked out. The movie she had picked was of this beautiful man on the cover with a nice hairy chest. He was pretty but still masculine at the same time. She picked the movie based on the man on the cover. Well it turned out to be good for me. It was a gay porno and we were laughing about it afterwards. But I got to see my very first porno that night. We laugh about that porno to this day and how people don't pay attention to things. The only straight male videos will be Chippendales. Other than that if a man is on the cover its a gay movie... My mother is now schooled and knows what a top and bottom is. She also knows what a queen is as well and its funny to see her clocking people now.

The Bitch Factor

I see it all the time with women and gay men. Even straight men have it as well and they act like they don't at all. There is enough for everyone to be happy in this world. I'm not talking about food I'm talking about dick or pussy for that matter. There is nothing worse than a man or woman that is sexist. Against their own sex they don't like to have anything to do with the same sex. Those are the worse kind of people to be around and deal with. I worked with a man once that only talked to women. He looked like the Penguin from Batman. This theme is popular with the women that don't take care of their kids. They are only worried about getting some dick. They only care about having a man around and nothing else. Its sad not to let the men off easy some dads are the same way. They only care about what pussy will be there to cook for them. Clean and take care of them and the kids are the ones that suffer. I see that women don't get along really with each other. Its always a competition with them and its really sad. They have the princess complex and are proud of it. My pussy is tighter than your pussy and I can do more for him than you can.. Really? You bleed once a month like every other woman and you are no better. Women are jealous of other women if they have long hair. If your skinner than the other women they really hate on you. If you have big tits you can forget about it. You will be called every name in the book. Those women with the speed bumps are mad as hell. Take it up with your momma and daddy. They didn't make love when you were made. They bumped uglies and BAM you were created. Men are really straight men are just as bad as women are. They love to gossip and talk shit just like the women do. How do I know this you ask? I use to work in a Steel Mill and it was with all straight men. They can be the real bitches sensitive and evil all rolled into one. Gay men can be evil as well especially those that are women haters. They are so rude to women and it makes no sense to me at all. You came from a pussy so shut the fuck up. You might not ever touch a pussy again but you need to show respect. We have all heard them saying shit like' Something stinks in here like fish". If I hear them saying that shit I will say something to them. If you know me you know I keep it 100% Real. Some people can't take it but do I give a fuck? Hell to the NO I don't. Being gay is like a rainbow we have one end of the spectrum and then we have the other. The queens get it the worse because they are the brightest in the rainbow. Wearing shit that should never see the light of day. Therefor they have bad attitudes with any and everybody.. They are the ones that are very picky and bitchy. I have warned my niece that she will have to have tough skin. She is a very pretty girl with long hair. I know that the Nene's and other bitches like her will be hating on her. She is in middle school right now and I'm sure she gets it from the girls. The bald headed black girls will really be after her. She has hair down to her ass and its silky and pretty. Prepare yourself because you will always be hating on. The old saying " God don't like ugly" Well the rest of it goes like this" He ain't too fond of pretty either" She will have to kick some ass at some point if she hasn't already. Just to get some peace and respect.