Broken Hearted

We all go through break ups some end mutually while others are bad. It sucks to have a relationship end if you both really loved each other. Its hard on both of the people that are involved and it takes some. To heal and get your happy back but still its normal to be depressed and sad. After all part of your soul is missing and the heart is broken. The spirit is hurt and only time can heal those things. It will show how much someone really loves you when its all said and done. By how they treat you in the end which is as important as it is at the start of things. If someone truly loves you they won't try to hurt you anymore than they can help it. The break up alone is very painful and depending on how things went in the relationship. Love is the most powerful force on the planet. Everyone wants it and some won't admit it. Either your running from it or running towards it trying to catch it. Love is rare and hard to find but its out there. Love can be an evil bitch but we still love it don't we? I thought getting rings and have a ceremony would mean forever. I was wrong on that count and wrong in the person I was with. Sometimes things just aren't right but we still love them anyway. That's what loving someone is all about. Loving them for them and their faults. I never thought I would be back in this position but most of us feel the same way. Damn how did I get back here to this very spot. I have to say I'm older and wiser now so I can handle things better than I ever did before. Still its painful and depressing at times you just want to cry. Trying not to think about that asshole that just broke your heart. The sad thing is you can't stop thinking about it really. Love had to die inside of us for us to get over it. But we can take our power back from that person that we fell in love with. If you didn't love them and wasn't in love with them. It would not hurt as much and you could just flick a switch. But it doesn't work that way we can't just turn our feelings on and off at will. Many of my friends are in various degree's of break up including me last year. I have to say it was the worse I ever had. Its a learning experience for sure. A hard lesson learned that made me stronger. I finally reached that point of getting all my power back from that asshole. Every day things get better and brighter for sure. It doesn't hurt to smile and its actually good to smile. No one deserves to be mistreated only love and respect should be there. Even if its over its over and there is no going back. But then again actions speak louder than any words could ever. How you are treated in the end will show you if that person truly loved you at all. Sometimes we get played like fiddle and its sad but we learn and we grow.